Thus is just the best place. Nothing more. Changed changed changed changes changed changed changed. That's all I can say. Selfish is the word. It used to be both have a say. But now? Ego! That's the word, coz u know u are superb drop dead beautiful. That's the reason why, attitude and all. Can't be told, will get pissed off. Oh ya, I must take care of her heart. Than mine? Who is gonna take care of mine?? I know I've been giving in, even when being fuck without any reason. I won't make it a big fuzz. Ya, told me not change when I got into new school, new friend and new surrounding. I don't change, u do. I've been sound so desperate. Or maybe just too used to it. Too used to hanging on. Too used to depend on someone else. Maybe I have to change. If ppl around me can change, why can't I? U can show yr attitude, why can't I? U can get angry for no reason, why CANT I?? I don't know what I did wrong, or maybe u just felt like changing. U need yr time with yr friends? I used to asked for that, but I don't neglect u, remember?? I don't. So, do I diserve to be treated this way?