Sometime, things just dosent turn out the way it should be.
Sometime ppl that u love hurts you. What we need to do is just to
forgve and learn. Being in love is a journey, a journey of a life time.
A journey full of ups and downs. It's a journey for two. So, when u fall,
there is someone who helps u to get back up. And not kick u till u can't
get up. The journey for two is so that one cAn help another.
By helping and by getting into troubles, they both can learn about each
other more. And sadly, if it's a true love. There is nothing that can saperat them.
Nothing! But, when ne baills. The other one will be sitting there staring to
nothingness. Just can't do anything. This journey can't nver be forced.
When they baills. U can't do anything if I wants what's best for her. If, she can
have a happy journey with others, we just can't do anything.
But, please. Don't hurt and lie. The ones u love. If u love them
treasure them. Treat everyday like yr last. Don't waste anytime fighting, coz
you'll never know when they'll change their mind. Or suddenly gone from
yr life. It's just not fair some time. Coz life isn't fair. But when someone u loves
hurts u*there is nothing worse than that*, you just don't know what to do. Haissss.



First love is the worse to end. When one have got a change of heart.
U'll know it. Don't have to ask, u'll just know it. Ppl think they are never wrong.
And they never blame themself. I just don't know what I did. I wanna
continue loving. I don't wanna fight. I'll start learning. I'll start to live more for myself.
I will try to accept it that u need yr space. I'll start findin my space.
Please don't be selfish. Coz, I love u. Whatever u need and want,
I guess I need too. If u need space and time with yr friends, than I do too.
Just think about it, it's different right? Maybe better for u. Just to scared to
stand up to yr friend who is talking. Think abt it, we live so far, we are in diff school,
u can't go out with me coz, u'll get scolded and grounded, the only time to meet
is after yr school, or anything u have lik sports and studies. U already
meet yr friends during trainig, why can I have u after that? U wants to spend time
with them after training. Coz they think u'll haven been meeting them?
Than when can I ever meet u? Even when u don't train, u'll go with yr sports friend
to watch others play till night? And I can't be there, coz u don't invite me?
When can I ever spend time with u? Even on weekends u are too busy?
Or is it, u've change yr mind about us?? I don't want anything bad to happen.
Can I know what I did that makes u change yr mind till like this?


P.S What ever it is, i love u.